Second round

I've been here before. And I went the wrong way. I got hurt, to the core. All the logic, the boundaries I knew fell apart. Now I am back at the same spot. Wanna go the other way.
Then, I knew I'm gonna get hurt, cause everything was falling apart, and I did nothing. I just watched. And all those things happened. I can't tolerate this one more time. I wanna enjoy this, and leave it when it gets ugly... I wanna stop caring...