Monday, June 25, 2012

Hit by an astroid

I've never felt so week and scared in my life. What I've wanted my whole life is standing right in front of me and yet I'm too freaked out to want it. You may not hurt me, but the feeling you bring will.
As I've said already, I wish I didn't know you existed, didn't know you were so close, so near. I'm not ready for you, and I wonder if I'll ever be.
I'm scared and my stomach hurts really bad. I can't ignore that fact that you are out there, and ironically, you are the only one who would usinunderstand what I want to say.
I want to tell you that I can find the courage in me to be with you, but I can't face you saying you aren't. I told you, I'm a coward...

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