Hallucination

I felt so sick last night:
a terrible headache, low blood pressure, felt like throwing up.
I wanted you there, to hold me tight
to warm my cold, shaking body, to warm my heart...


There is this empty spot in my life:
next to me in the pictures, in front of me when cheering a drink,
in my arms when I want to give a hug,
on my lips when I want to kiss,
in my bed when I want to make love, to rest.

I hold you responsible for that.